God. My Ipod can sense what I'm feeling :|
So sick -NE-YO
Come back to me - Vanessa Hudgens
Follow Through - Gavin DeGraw
These are the first 3 songs for the night.
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Oh God.
I'm having a relapse :|
I'm missing him again.
Sh*T!
Ayoko na. Please. I want to move on na.
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Seeing you online on my list makes me feel, unstable. At first, I'd tell myself that I couldn't care less but then I'd stare at your name, waiting for an IM box to pop on my screen with your name on it.
A simple greeting. An acknowledgement of my presence in your life. That I'm still part of it despite everything.
That's when I realize, I miss you. I never stopped missing you ever since months ago. Oh God. I thought I locked you up in the deep dark corners of my heart, never to be opened again.
It's the worst kind of relapse.
