Hey Mom.
Grabe. Ayoko na :)) Someone, Anyone take me away from this place :| Hindi ko na kaya. Ugh. Kung kelan wala nang pasok saka nagkaroon ng War dito. Paano na ako? Miss ko na ang aking mga kaibigan :| Mert, Kailangan kita :|
I can't feel you anymore. It's like I don't even exist in your eyes. I don't know what to do anymore cause you're such a liar and all you care about is your pride. Your damn effin pride. Why can't you talk to me? Why are you pushing me away? You've taught me that you can solve your problems through taking but why can't you do that? I love you and hate you at the same time. No boy has ever made me cry, No friend has ever hurt me like the way you have all these years.
Of course, Only you can inflict so much pain and yet heal it with so much love.
I need to know what you want from me. If I've already done enough, If I have already made you proud. I need to know if you're happy the way I am right now. I need you to acknowledge me. I need to feel you. I'm here presenting myself to you but you just easily ignore me like some useless toy.
Mom. I can't take it anymore. Please. Stop it already.
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Ivanne, Andrei, Jayne, Alden, Mac, Ryan, Carlo, Alex, Tayees, Miguel, Briana and Anna.
Thank you so much for comforting me, talking some sense into me, for listening to my ranting, for making me feel loved and well for being there last night and earlier today. :]
>:D<
