HOW DARE THEY NOT ALLOW ME TO GO TO EASTWOOD ON FRIDAY!? I HAVE TRANSPO NAMAN AH?! I CAN ASK MY LOLO NAMAN TO MAKE HATID ME OR I CAN HITCH WITH ALEX. TAE.X( IT'S THE LAST TIME I'LL SEE MY DRUMMER BOY AND MY OTHER SEP FRIENDS SO NOW THEY'LL DEPRIVE ME OF IT?! DAMMIT. THE LEAST THEY CAN DO IS ALLOW ME TO GO TO ADMU. GRRR. I WON'T ASK FOR MONEY NAMAN EH. STUPID CAR IT JUST HAD TO BE GONE WHEN I NEEDED IT. FUDGE. I'M NOT ASKING FOR MUCH NAMAN EH?!?! WILL IT KILL THEM TO ALLOW ME TO GO?! ALSO WHAT'S UP WITH THE "THEY WON'T TAKE CARE OF YOU sth!" BLA BLA BLA. I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF AT THE LEAST WITH THESE SIMPLE THINGS. GRRRRRRRR. DIE DIE DIE. :(( IT'S LIKE THE LAST GIMMIK OF SUMMER, AS IF I WOULD DIE OR GET HURT [PHYSICALLY] IF I WENT. DIEDIEDIEDIE:(( WAAAAH! I WON'T ASK FOR MONEY NAMAN EH. I'M GETTING MORE PISSED NOW CAUSE SHE'S NAGGING ME. AND THROWING MY STUFF ON THE FLOOR?! WHY CAN'T SHE WAIT?! HAS SHE NEVER ENCOUNTERED THE WORD PATIENCE??!?! SOME ENGLISH TEACHER! DAMN. WHOO. NOW SHE'S ASKING NO, SHE'S ORDERING ME TO WAKE UP EARLY?! NAG NAG NAG! THAT'S ALL SHE EVER DOES BUT WHEN SHE DOES SOMETHING WRONG ESPECIALLY LIKE THE ONES I DO SHE IGNORES IT AND MAKES IT LOOK LIKE A GOOD THING. WHAT A HYPOCRITE SHE IS! I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH MY DAD. JUST MY MOM. MY DAD IS A REASONABLE PERSON. HIM I CAN LIVE WITH, HER? I'VE BEEN WANTING TO MOVE OUT EVER SINCE I WAS 8! WHY CAN'T SHE LET ME BE LIKE MY GRANDPARENTS AND DAD. I HAVE OPTIONS?! WHY CAN'T THEY THINK ABOUT IT?! DAMMIT. I JUST WISH THEY'LL LET ME GO TO ADMU. I'M HAPPY WITH THAT. :|
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okay. i have nothin more to say.
sorry. k bye.
all the small things - blink 182 [background music for this evening's rant]->miah 11.21pm 06.03.08
