June 11, 2008
over in a flash
hey. We don't have classes today! [yey!]
So here's what i did for the day:]
. i dreamt about him, at last but it was cut short...
. woke up at about 12 or 1 in the afternoon i think
. drank medicine [cause i have a cough]
. i texted drei, odi and jayjay saying
"sori! natulugan ko kayo kgbe.". charged my phone [cause it was dead]
. cooked by brunch which was franks
. got ordered by mom to do somethings
. watched The Joy Luck Club and cried all the 2 hours of it
. i was gonna hug and appriciate my mom, not anymore:|
. took a bath
. did the research for our class saint
. is getting mad at my mom:|
. is now ol ang updating you with my blogXD
yeah. that's about it. I'll share to you something...
It's about my mom, she is like soo UGH! -is going to explode of anger- i can't even put to words what i feel. It's like she hates me! She doesn't believe me anymore:| It's like there's a wall between us and i can't talk to her anymore. i'm scared of her and nothing i do will please her, it's like in her head she's telling me that you can do more than this but since you can't reach it, i'm not happy:(( yeah.
btw i thank paul and ellie for listening to me, and those who will follow...
K. bye. i have to do somemore work:]
-> miah 06.11.08 4.50
~You don't believe in me anymore, cause everything i do is wrong to you~
RAPTURE; 1:10 AM
