May 3, 2008
the rain and the radio
hey. i'm feeling senti/emo [whatever] today...it's raining really hard and i missed it.also last may 2 at 2am the radio kept playing songs making me realize stuff.I'm reading twilight again, i started the other day and i'm on chapter 11.okay so going back to what i was saying, the rain and the radio are 2 combinations that can cause [me] to feel very intense emotions all at the same time:)) funny isn't it. anyway i would like to share what i wrote on a random paper.... [i edited a little...well maybe a lot]
not being over your past love....
how the intense rush of memories together
especially the realization that he belongs to someone else
that you can't do anything but regret what had happened
so now, you're just holding on to what you have and hurting everytime he passes by.
but still you smile and pretend that it's alright
cause you don't want anyone to know what you're going through....
yeah. that's about it:)) the rain has stopped and i killed the radio [aww]
->miah 05.03.08 4.20pm
~seems like every song on the radio keeps telling me that I'm not over you~
RAPTURE; 12:58 AM
