March 14, 2008
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the thing is pain is something that u feel when something goes wrong, you get hurt or feel bad.
in my case, just now. i felt surging pain, physically. i felt pain through my hands. they were like being pierced. my chest tightened. i started breathing heavily then eventually i cried. why? cause i felt the pain of someone who loved with all their heart and just got it broken by a person who in truth loves the person in return. damn. his reason? cause he wants her to be safe. he wants her to leave him just so she could save her life. stupid. stupid. stupid.
okay. so CLE and Health were the tests. i think i'm gonna fail Health cause i seriously didn't study. lesson learned. this was also our last friday. i'm gonna miss St.Andrew so much.
i am moving on. i have lost most of my feelings for the person i like cause i found a new one. so i can say that the saying, "to heal a heart that was hurt by love, you must find a new one". i wasn't actually hurt casue it was more of unrequited love. yeah. one-sided love. i am so used to it.
nothing more to say. i'm hungry so feed me. mom and dad are not home yet.
->miah 03.14.08 9.00pm
~i don't want to feel the pain of having you leave~
RAPTURE; 5:50 AM
