heeey. am back to join the world self-destruct with only me in it! hehe...
this day has been absolutely...uhm... what that word again? PERPLEXING! [nakers ung vocab ko] why you ask? well though it was the first day of classes after 12 days of laziness, boredom and relaxation uhm... i got my test results and i am not happy with it. i now seriously hate PHYSICS and ALGEBRA. darn it. i mean we don't need to calculate the MA of the stairs in my house or get the slope intercept form of something i cant think of right now. so why study it? and i quote from my earlier thoughts " hindi ko naman pinangarap na maging architect o engineer para alamin yan, hindi ko din naman pinangarap na maging pharmasist, scientist o kung anu man na related sa Chem o Physics noh! diyos ko, wala lang magawa ang mga tao at tayo ang napagtripan, nagbabayad pa tayo ng lagay na ito ah!" i do have a point right?
do you also know why i hate these two subjects? [math and science if you're confused by what i have been writing above :)] cause we still need to do things which i think are called PROJECTS. i mean back to school and you have to do the damn math visual for the math camp and the IP for science.its not that we are cramming its just overwhelming and stressful and tiring and you know... anyhoo while we are still dwelling on the topic of IP...mikaah and martha! i am soo damn sori. my mom threw the cd we need for the IP. i shall tell them later... good luck to me and i hope that they won't get mad. :
another thing is that maybe i won't go to school tommorow though there are a million things to be done [leader p ksi ako eh. kainis tlga] but i can't walk right cause when i walk i look like a stupid penguin gone wrong. this is how it happened, we had training earlier as we were practicing catching and throwing i have developed a fear that when the ball goes down below my knees i try not to catch it and what i do is that i just watch it and seem to be trying to catch it and then pick it up later. i don't know what got into me that i said to myself to overcome that "fear" of mine. so SC [i don't blame u dear] threw the ball and it hit the bone in my right foot and it was like hurting really bad that i couldn't walk right but i still ran and did what was asked. in the end my OA mom wanted to go to the ER cause it got a bruise but i said it just needed ice but then it got worse and it became swollen. so my mom started arguing with my dad. she said that they should take me to the ER to have it checked and get an x-ray [until now as i type they are arguing and i think my dad is winning...hehe... go DAD].
haaay. its a good thing christian is here so serenade me :P i am so lucky that mom bought me his cd cause i truly and madly am in love with his voice and everything that comes with it... i shall now listen to him and say bye bye to you readers... if anyone really reads my blog.... haha...
bye. take care. god bless.. date muna kme ni christian bautista love ya'll -> miah 11.08.07 at 7.30pm
RAPTURE; 5:40 AM
GRAVITY
In life, everything is a risk and you always have a choice. You control your own destiny. :)
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